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2 Days in Paris

16 Nov

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It always fascinates me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all. Nothing. It hurts so much.

Here it is one more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really loved this one.

When I think that it’s over – that I’ll never see him again like this…well yes, I’ll bump into him again – we’ll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend – act as if we had never been together. Then we’ll slowly think of each other less and less – until we forget each other completely. Almost.

Always the same for me. Break up, breakdown. Drink up, fool around. Meet one guy than another. Fuck around to forget the one and only.

Then after a few months of total emptiness, start again to look for true love. Desperately look everywhere.

And after two years of loneliness, meet a new love and swear it is the one until that one is gone as well.

There’s a moment in life when you can’t recover anymore from another breakup.

And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him.

And even if he wakes you up everyday by sneezing right in your face – well, you love his sneezes, more than anyone else’ kisses.
- Julie Delpy, Ending Monologue ::2 DAYS IN PARIS::

Shouts to Aaron Jennings for the quote… Bruh is going places so i would suggest grabbing his coat tails if you could. Its an amazing thing when you meet a gentleman who understands your perspective. The two of us spun wheels on clothing for a min and things became clear that he understood how i feel abt being a gentleman and looking the part while also looking entirely like yourself.

Find your own HYPE

Paula Patton

16 Nov

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I am back. Officially. tha Giant back at the liar. Back in the Stomping grounds. Back at in the sco. On my way here, in the airport out in NYC and i peeped Paula Patton on the front of Giant Mag. Lets start with Idlewild. One of my favorite movies. But, I fell in love on the spot.

The article was clean because it told the true story of an interracial couple. Ms Patton being biracial herself, struggled with presenting Thicke to her friends, as she tried to build herself up as a leader of the BSU at her high school, a vein which she continued at Howard. Being a biracial Black girl, she felt as if she would be seen as a sellout being with a white man. This is a unique struggle that I have seen first hand.

As a biracial person, you spend a good deal of your time battling to find you identity. For me that struggle lead me to a Black studies major and a very race concious perspective. As we dig around in the dark looking for ourselves, we look only to find who we are. This search makes one realize the limitations society tries to place on who we should love. With this being said, do I have to be the Obamas to be a model couple? the Thickes potentially provide another example. Im not saying one is better than the other, but we should all be able to make wtv choices we like, Black White Asian Straight Gay wtv.

When I was at the National Student Diversity Leadership Conference in high school, an experience which shaped my life, I was told by a fellow student that beauty is instilled with the image of your own family, your mother and your sisters. If this is true, how does one do just that with a beautiful Jewish mother and an equally beautiful biracial sister?

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